I got it, i got it, i got it, i got it... you may stop giving me endless explanation and how much i should understand you. I'm giving you my all, I'm giving up my dream, I'm giving away my expectation and I am living in reality that I have to understand you, this condition, the reason and be reasonable.
But I'm sorry being understanding doesn't mean I have to smile and say I love it when I don't. I accept that fact but it doesn't mean I am happy with it. It takes time and I need a space to tame my temptation and be happy.
Please, stop pushing the button. It's getting on my nerve and I honestly don't know what's going to happen.
Anyhow, I'll be fine like I always have been.