Saturday, December 25, 2010

Sunday, December 19, 2010


I miss buying stitch

A Hero Comes Home - Beowulf Music Video

I first watched Beowulf three years ago; yesterday, I watched it again. The movie is still a favorite. Though Beowulf first started with some sort of lie, he did make himself a hero in the end.

If you click to see the movie in Youtube, you'll find the following comment that I totally agree with.

'My fav part is when he is about to kill the dragon and drops the sword in the dragons mouth, and his arm is severed and the other arm burnt, and it looks like its the end for his queen and mistress, and himself, then it goes back to him and it plays that music from the beginning of the movie and he does one last leap with just his hand to kill the dragon. It gives me goosebumps to watch it. I think that part right there defines Beowulf.'

Friday, November 26, 2010


It cracked my nerve. But then, madness leads to nothing but destruction; and obviously, I want nothing near to that. And so you see, I lock the pain inside and focus on what should be done for really, nothing of the past could be changed. It's the future to be worried about but it's once again beyond controllable.

I don't know how to feel. Either to be sad or happy; being older or more mature if that's what people called is not an easy task.

Thursday, November 04, 2010


Getting down to the dinning room, I found no one. Not even mum; let’s disregard the present of Dad. He’s too early for me to catch up with. And so I slurped up a glass of orange juice in no time. Wondering where mum could have gone to, I put the glass down and found my way out. Before I reached for the car key, envelop on the counter reminded me I had forgotten to bring down the bank bill. I ran up, down, back and forth with sweat, my morning sweat. Finally, I am ready to go.

Enjoying the morning fresh air, I saw nothing but the blue sky held high up above my head. I breathed in the fresh air. Well, there aren’t many cars driving pass my house. I assume it’s fresh enough to call a fresh one then. Pulling myself with one step up into the car, finding the seatbelt, I noticed Granny was on the swing where she normally spends her time at. I gazed and exclaimed, “Mak Yay!” I wasn’t aware she was there when I walked out. I did not hear her call when I walked to the car. Such an ignorance [sigh]

Saying goodbye to grandma, I started the engine. Ready to roll and I rolled out slowly… Bang!!! The first thought that came to my mind was, was there a trunk out there? We never have anything at that corner. But as I looked again, I just hit it and again, the ignorance of the surrounding ME~*

Thursday, October 21, 2010


A very nice steak house but I had burger hahaha... Really, it was yum!!!

My Bacon Cheese Burger

Nak Bang and her Australian loin

Then me and my dish :)

Candle Read Aloud

Bee school held a reading function for all the student to come to school, dress in pajama, hold favorite soft toy and together sit and listen to the story, called Candle Read Aloud. There were four sessions, each in 10mns. There were rooms with different stories. So, they provide schedule where you can choose what to listen to depend on age and story.

Our choice was a bit of a mess and the event was going wild with time confusion and reader coming into a wrong room, and the giggle and the run and the all about kid. Can't imagine? See the pic!

First Session: Poem

Second Session: Sth with sisters

Second Session: Menfred the Baddie, fun and educating story. And plus, a very funny and good reader!

Sth I don't remember :D

Fourth session: Poem again!

See why there were double second session? Ain't a typo. There just was a misunderstanding. Anyway, it was a fun night. Love all the funny question and answer they gave after and during the reading. I sure would love to accompany bee there again :)

Saturday 23

Everyday before I go to bed, I have to think what I'm going to do tomorrow. This way, I won't forget what I should be doing. It doesn't guarantee 100% perfection but it helps. Best, I often write them into my schedule book. That's how I always carry big bag. By the way, I need 2011 Schedule Book. Anybody wanna send over? If not, I guess I'll have to get one myself from IBC/PBC. Back to the subject, here's once again I feel like sharing how I am going to spend my coming up Saturday.

07:00 Good Morning Sunshine!!!
08:30 Breakfast
09:30 Shopping for cloths (Nak)
10:45 Tailor Shop (Nak)
12:00 SAM Farewell Lunch (@Rooster House)
14:30 Pick up dress (Ambre)
15:45 100days Funeral (Phors Touch's Granny)
17:30 School Opening (Piano)
21:30 Home/FV/CW
24:00 zzZ

Monday, October 18, 2010


Off my mind goes

Suddenly, I think I just took a wrong path. I made one decision and it leads to an endless head/heartache.

What if I spoke my mind. What if I told the truth. What if I acted differently. Will what is happening now change to the other way around?

I justify myself that if I spoke the truth I could have lost what I have. Who knows I might never get it back. But what if I spoke the truth and I did not lose a thing yet received a better understanding in return. Then I guess I'm being regret to have not spoken it out.

But come on, let's not live in what if. I am in need of new idea. I am in need of solution. I am in need of how could I make it all go right. I need to know how could I ever tempted myself from being such a brats. I probably need another break. A long one probably do.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Donation to Twinnie Girls

Yesterday, Mum got a phone call from Me Phoum Beong Thom who delivered us the arrival of Twin baby girls. Understood the situation as having a twin herself, MUM brought them gift and some lump sum to help out.

Here are some shots with the twin and the family:
Mum holding the first Baby

She put her back to sleeping

And pick another baby girl

I was taking off the mitten to see her finger. Really long and pretty one :)

Twin Twin
Six days old
2.2Kg (left) and 2.3Kg (right)

Final touch

Final look

Final shot

What surprised us was the twin baby girls are neighbored to the twin baby boys who we (mum and my twin) visited last year. Here's how they look now. Pretty eyes and such a long eyelashes for the boys hehe...

Saturday, October 16, 2010

It is not OK

Yes, I wanna scream to you in the ear at the top of my lung. Then you would go deft and I would be able to say all the word that left in my aching heart. You could be an angel at time and you could be the devil at another. You could rescuer me but you often chose to watch me drown. You often ignore and wait when you could jump in and help. You hold your dignity and you have your pride. But what is there left in it when you don't share?

FROM ME~* TO ME~* @_@

Friday, October 15, 2010

Passport Photo

The last time I took a shot was about six months ago. Since part of my face was covered, I need a new passport photo. So, I had my mum helped me out and here's the result!

I'm amazed. Not complimenting myself. I'm saying I don't need to go to any studio for passport photo anymore. This simply usable :) Quick and easy. Want one? hehe

Nak Bang

Monday, October 11, 2010


Idea stopped flowing and I had no choice but to leave it unfinished.


"You're never free of the promises that you make; even if you break them, you're never free of them" Closing the Ring. Dir. Richard Attenborough. Perfs. Mischa Barton, Gregory Smith, Shirley MacLaine, Christopher Plummer. DVD. Content Film, 2007.

Sunday, October 10, 2010


I've been wishing to write but I failed. Looking at the screen with the ready finger to type just anything that come into my head, I still produce no better wording.

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Hate French

Really do hate french. Stinky head! Hate French. Really really hate french. Hate French. HATE FRENCH!

Saturday, October 02, 2010

Cafe at B.Cafe

A day with him is a day filled with love :">

I know what you're thinking. But let me enjoy this feeling for now, wouldn't you? :P

Friday, October 01, 2010

Friday night at Scoop

Friday night!!! There must be good food to fill my stomach. So I and Nak Bang were thinking where to go when we were rolling on the road. Suddenly, Scoop appeared in front of us, we immediately decided to get in.

Since there were so many things to eat, we ended up having so many plates placing on our table. And they are:

When we were almost done, Nak came to join us for a bottle of Evian lolz... Though he didn't get to enjoy all the good food with us, he at least had a shot :D And here it is:

Friday, September 24, 2010

Madness is BACK!

The inappropriate way of my behavior is back. The "I have the right" thought is on. The stupid selfish act is shown. and I loath myself for this. Screw them all!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I got it

I got it, i got it, i got it, i got it... you may stop giving me endless explanation and how much i should understand you. I'm giving you my all, I'm giving up my dream, I'm giving away my expectation and I am living in reality that I have to understand you, this condition, the reason and be reasonable.

But I'm sorry being understanding doesn't mean I have to smile and say I love it when I don't. I accept that fact but it doesn't mean I am happy with it. It takes time and I need a space to tame my temptation and be happy.

Please, stop pushing the button. It's getting on my nerve and I honestly don't know what's going to happen.

Anyhow, I'll be fine like I always have been.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Linda or Srey Leak

After work, after shopping, after piano, I went to see Nak's Niece. She was born a few days already but only today I could manage to see her. Soklinda is the name; however, she'll be called Srey Leak since her grandma loves that name (Leak). Srey Leak really is a cute baby. I couldn't help touching her over and over again; yet, she still wasn't awaken by that. Maybe next time I should try harder lolz... Well, though I could not see her eyes at all, I anyhow managed to steal a few shots to share. See them yourself :)

Birthday: September 11, 2010
Birth time: 15.30
Weight: 3.30kg

Friday, September 03, 2010

Just Another Human Being

You don't have to stop and praise me; but, please don't stare and criticize. I am doing the best I could here. Do let me live my life, please.

Sunday, August 29, 2010


Woken up by mum with rather loud noise, I and Bee got up with no delay. (Yay, DomDey is coming home.

So, we arrived PP Airport about 8.15AM. The plan was not yet landed. We waited. Bee kept checking the status. Flight from BKK arrived. Flight from S.W arrived. Then Flight from SG arrived. We ran to the exit door. We waited again. We waited still. We wai... here they come, DomDey ^_^

We headed for breakfast at Thmor Da (flo wants Num Paing Sach). We spent sometimes there. Bang Ne joined us too. So, we had a ride home with him.

Today we had crab sent from Keo Phos. Very huge and yum yum...

Look! Bang Ne is holding one of them.

Bee is holding one too

Even Dom also got hold of one

Well, ME~* too ^_^

We spent sometimes playing with the Crab before eating them hehe...


Everybody was busy digging in and paid no attention to the Cam at all lolz...

Last but not least, Elen came with a belated birthday gift ^_^Thank you, Elen oun!!!

Another last but not least, here is our little princess of the year and her mum and aunty.