Sunday, May 31, 2009


Ever noticed while standing what you mostly tend to do? Mine is to stand like this! No manner and worse, I tend to do this regardless of whatever type of shoes I was wearing. As seen in picture, on heel and still, this!

Friday, May 29, 2009


It was not easy to hold back the overwhelming emotion that was runnig wild. It almost burst out without my permission. But thank you, you weren't here that long to see my pain reveal. Don't blam me for being who I now am to you. Don't yell at me that I didn't warn you. Don't show me that disappointment seeing what I did just now. You know you were the first who walked away and left my heart behind. It hurts, I am telling you, it does hurt alot. I was forgotten. I was not invited to your life. I misunderstood your first intention and moved ahead further. The door was locked that was then, I took the hint and withdrew all I had given. It was not your fault; neither mine. I was alone embarrased with that little kind thought I call mine. But it didn't matter. It has become the past and believe me, there'll be no repetition.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Goodbye 'my clothes' ... wait!!! NO!?

I have a problem. I doubt if anyone out there has the same problem like mine. Every time I need to throw or sent away any cloth I no longer needed, I find no courage to see them gone. Not even if they are torn apart. Not even if they are useless. Not even if they are outdated. Not even if I am not gonna wear them again. Whenever I tell myself that this is it, this is for the best, this is for more cloth (which means more shopping Yay!), this is a must,... still, my closet just keep on loading more and more and more and more and ... of old clothes. Hum...


One dark memorable night, I was thrilled given the opportunity to forward another step into your world. I could not open my little eyes for my cheek pushed up with my widely opened mouth. Though mysteriously, I was not sure how it was going to go or would there be an end of that oddly happy moment, I did not wish there would be a stop. We continuously moved on and on.

Well-read through minds, I have learned to give and accept. I appreciate every tick of second a clock made and awaiting for those yet to come. It was all happy bits of life. I had fun and for sure, that would never be forgotten or erased. Yet, not after a long while when the nature of ME~* responds no more pleasure to that joy-it-used-to-be. I dare not asking why. It's just ME~*

Honestly, I had no clue how could this ever happen. At once, I have came to a point where I could neither choose to hurt you nor myself. I am in the middle of dread little planet, an inch I stride is a pain in my cracking heart.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Happy Birthday Dad!!!

Second year in a row, I missed your birthday. How sad that is :(( Anyway, out of this little heart of mine from this spacious world with the miles apart, I am screaming:

Monday, May 18, 2009

Back to stupidity

Family Love

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: Daddy, may I ask you a question?
DAD: Yeah sure, what it is?
SON: Daddy, how much do you make an hour?
DAD: That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?
SON: I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?
DAD: If you must know, I make $50 an hour.
SON: Oh... Daddy, may I please borrow $25?
DAD: If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

This ain't any new story to you or me. But the message I've received is different and so is my feeling. Reading this today, after receiving it twice from my RULE classmates, I oddly missing my dad: how I wish I could have dinner with him today. Even if I had ten times of what the boy has, I wouldn't be able to get such a chance. Well, miss and love you, DAD!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Let me start by saying 'I AM SORRY'.

I disappointed you. In the name of a best friend and a close friend, I ought to fulfilled my obligation as one. I ought to at least act like one. But I did not. I failed you. Yet, you gave me reasons and forgave me. Instead of being grateful of receiving such a great thing from you, I kept repeating the mistake. It annoys you, I understand. It also bugs my nerve.

So, I put on my best effort, drove away the no-confident, brought the courage in and be the good friend. The response was not satisfied. The reluctant in your answer, the unfinished conversation, the not looking back at me straight in the eye hurts me badly. I, at that point of time, understood your pain.

The shame was on me. I did not handle it well when I had the chance. Now that it comes to this stage, I suddenly feel awkward talking to you. I no longer have a name for you to call. I no longer exist in you fridships circle. The fence was already built. I did not know until today. Whatever you say, I know I am a coward and I suck in relationships. I wish no more to be the bad cause. I do not wish to be anything to you now. It is not because I no longer love you. I do and always will. Somehowe, it hurts me when I am the reason for your pain. And it hurts me more to see you bare the pain I caused.

This is now end with 'I AM SORRY'

Monday, May 11, 2009

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Pinkie Morning

It was perfect, laying warmly under the blanket while the rain kept pouring outside with a temperature of 16c. But I was disturbed by the door bell. [groaning] I answered the door and dang! [singing silently in my chest] I got the flower! I got the flower!

*muah* Love you sissee!!!
And thanks too ^_^

A piece of my Family Tree

Ever thought of drawing a family tree of yours? I always have the idea but hadn't put it into paper until today. Well, it's not paper cos this website helps me out. And now, I got a draft family tree below. And guess what? It's just a piece of my family tree. This one starts with my mum's parents, second row is my mum's sibling, third row is my mum's children (where I stay :D), nephews and nieces, and the last row is my mum's grandchildrens.

To create one of your own, click here!

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

May Gift

The door bell rang and I expected Kanha to appear. Instead, I found Mr.Postman at the door. Seeing the box, I knew exactly who sent me. However, there is still a surprise inside.

Thanks Vic for such a nice bracelet. I LOVE it!

Sis, sometimes I feel like I haunt you everywhere you go but I am glad, you love having me there with you. Thanks for the post card and the night gown. Loving it, as always!

Monday, May 04, 2009


Who says PP stand Phnom Penh? Here, it stands for Pink and Purple :P

10 steps for keeping yourself safe from flu

Flu precautions

The following are general precautionary measures developed by the ASEAN Secretariat Working Group for One Health to prevent any type of influenza or any respiratory illness, which is spread from person to person.

Wash your hands frequently
  • Wash with soap and water several times a day. Dry your hands after washing.
  • There is no substitute for hand washing. But when water is not available, you may use alcohol-based disposable handwipes or gel sanitisers.

Avoid touching eyes, nose or mouth
  • Influenza viruses are often spread when a person touches surfaces that are contaminated with germs and then touches his or her eyes, nose or mouth.

Avoid close physical contact
  • Avoid close contact with anyone who is ill.
  • Temporarily refrain from shaking hands with or kissing other persons while there are reported outbreaks of influenza.

Stay home when you are ill
  • If possible, stay at home and avoid crowded places when you are ill. You will help prevent others from catching your illness.

Cover your mouth and nose
  • Use a tissue to cover your nose and mouth when coughing or sneezing to prevent the spread of the flu virus.
  • If you do not have a tissue, cough or sneeze into your upper sleeve, not your hands.
  • You may be asked to put on a surgical mask to protect others.

Keep your distance
  • When you are ill, keep your distance from others.

Practise good health habits
  • Refrain from smoking
  • Get enough sleep
  • Exercise regularly
  • Manage stress levels
  • Drink plenty of fluids
  • Eat nutritiously

Consult a doctor if you are ill
  • Seek medical care when you feel signs of serious illness such as difficulty breathing, confusion or severe vomiting.

Defer travel if you are ill
  • If you are feeling sick, you should refrain from boarding aeroplanes or other forms of public transport.

Listen to local health authorities
  • Keep yourself updated on any influenza outbreak or other health alerts and warnings.

Written by ASEAN Secretariat Working Group for One Health