Tuesday, April 25, 2006

no new pic

wanna post new pic and been trying for a full day till now but can not since my pc is full of virus... so annoy now >:(

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Dear Friends and readers,

My last two journals do trouble everybody including friends and readers.

I am terribly sorry to have made you all worried about me. And, thank you all so much for your time writing me comments, for your effort of helping me in such a situation, and for your care u got for me. I do appreciate of how you show your love towards me. I feel so special to have you all as friends. Words could never be able to show how I truly feel about your love and care.

Well, it was a long story. I don't know how to tell. I just know it was all my mistake. Ok, I'd better make is short and clear:I and HIM didn't break up, and that will never ever gonna happen as well.

By the way,
I'm sorry and thank you all again and again ...


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

How i feel

I find no word to say how I feel since all i can tell is my eyes filled with tears...


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

It's time to let go

It was a real nice time for the past two years we've been together and it was a great memory that I would never forget. I've felt every kind of feeling within those time. Though we hadn't actually spent much time together physically I feel we are so close for more than a word "boyfriend and girlfriend" could ever means. I define it simple and it means simple. Yet there's nothing means more than just this simple meaning.

I could not make it better. I'm not capable enough to cope with all the difficulties and I can no longer hold on. It was a matter of fact that it's time to let go...


Monday, April 10, 2006


[...] so we just had dinner under the light of the candle... after that we, me and my family, including my korean fr, decided to play rock, scisor, and paper. the loser will have to sing. hehehhe... it was fun. everyone lost, except my twin sis. She just really good at this game hehehe... however, she still sang since we asked her to hehehe.. so that's all... it's time to go up to our room. Hum... usually, i online and do stuff with computer but now, no more electricity then wat to do? My sis came to sleep with me in my room that night. Well, it was great to have a companion hehehe... but what bad was the weather... It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HOTtttttttttttttttttttt and there seem to be lots of mosquito... I wonder where it came from... I never see one before. It was a bad sleep ever lolz... ok, all in all.. no electricity no life :(

Sunday, April 09, 2006

24h without electricity

Um... What did I do on that day? I can't really remember but I think it was around 1o'clock in the afternoon when I was watching TV with family, it suddenly off with no reason. That later at that moment we knew that the electricity were cut off. Ah.. it's fine. This is not the first time but well, it was actuallly the first time to have the electricity cut off for more than 2hours. I've waited, waited, and waited... still the light never come up again. It was real hot and I could do nothing, not even just to sleep :( I walked here and there, do this and that... Time was crawling... I wanted it run or fly, if possible heheheh.. It just no use though... ok, it was time to dress up for class... and I was gone and back home again... Light still out.. WHY!!!!! Who knows? It was more than 8hours by that time.

to be continue...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I wish I could turn back the time

I just love the past time I've had but no chance to have it now. I don't even know when can I have it either. I just keep waiting, waiting and waiting for the day to come...