Finally, my sis gave birth to her second beautiful daughter. Here's a little detail I've received:
Birth date: Monday 28 December 2009 Time: 03.03 AM Her nick from me: BF (if only you knew what I mean haha)
First injection. It looks so hurtful :(
Very cute way of sleeping hehe...
With her daddy...
Here's a few status update from family and friends in Facebook
Peap Tarr: Hey Kanha Big Congratulations on the Newly Arrived Baby early this morning , Happy Day Indeed it must have been that Italian food ! hahah Sambo Samphors: 'Welcome to the family!' Phossdey Sambo: my baby niece arrived at 3:03am ... 2.95kg ... 52cm ... lips are like her mother's :D ... she is very active one ... Moon Sunsky: Good news for the family, new member is coming now haha............... Tito Inn: yeah Baby is already delivered. Now on the way to hospital. See u soon nak bong n kmuoy srey :D So happy coz we can make it after waiting for a whole nite... Phossdey Sambo: my third niece is coming soon!!! yeay!!!!
I don’t fancy comments on ME~* that much. Apparently, I’d avoid any talk in contact with comments. I believe, each and everyone is different and is good in one’s own way. Neither you have to tell nor advise, nothing could be done. One is still a one.
“You’re just too much into yourself”, I received. I don’t protest, I don’t deny. But let’s face the fact. Who doesn’t place themselves first? Try me, every decision you make always comes with a reason for yourself. A man asked his girlfriend for a break up. He said, that’s for a better life of her since he sure can’t afford her luxurious life she ever wanted. You see him putting her needs before his. Adorable, isn’t he? Let’s go deeper; he made the decision so just to put himself out of obligation. Now, how about that? You can reason, he sees the impossibility and continuance would result no good. And living a luxurious life would make her happier. He’s such a cutie eh? But then, her happiness is his, so it’s for his happiness that he chose to make her happy. Ah huh! Now, do you see what I mean? Well, it doesn’t matter. I’m just saying.
Being in my mid 20s, I feel totally old and cranky. I doubt the rest feel the same. Simply, I spot myself getting so annoyed and irritated easily with any single detail that goes wrong from my perspective. But believe me, I have reason to back it all up. Yesterday, I had the boy at my home get my car cushion washed. It came back with the very same stain I told him to get rid off. His reason, it’s the salty sweat that the dried clean couldn’t do. It’s not sweat deary! It’s the spilled food which I was hoping the SHOP could clean and not coming back to tell me nothing could be done for the job the SHOP suppose to do. But the stupid part is, that boy accepted that stupid stain and gave them my15$. Worse, I found the window switch broke. What does that part has anything to do with the cushion? He answered me, ‘I don’t know’. Tell me, it’s one hell of a reasonable answer. I looked around and found one car accessory lost. I told him to find, he couldn’t. I later found and fixed it myself. Damn! Of course, I didn’t scream at him no matter how much I wanna get this anger out of me. Simply, I held those angers inside and told him to do a better job next time. Before that, I reminded him not to again place my car to the gate way because the car is too low that every time I get out, it scratches the bottom part, unless I backwardly get out. This morning, he just had my car turn to the gate way.
Remember when you were a child and a loose tooth was an exciting event? Remember how you pulled at it, gradually loosening it up until it finally fell from your gums, into your hands and you slipped it under your pillow with excitement knowing the tooth fairy was well on her way? Why isn't that same excitement present in tooth loss dreams?
One reason is because we are adults now. Whereas childhood tooth loss meant transitioning from a child to a grown-up, adult tooth loss means transitioning from a grown-up to growing old. Growing old puts us face to face with death and few people find much excitement in that transition.
Of all the dreams I get requests to interpret, tooth loss dreams are in the top ten. Actually, they are not so much requests for interpretation as pleas for reassurance. There is something very disturbing about these dreams--not only in the content but in the emotion that comes along with them. And it is in the emotional content of the dream that we find the biggest clue to its interpretation. Below are some ideas designed for helping you discover what those emotions may be and what those lost teeth might symbolize.
Loss of Control, Powerlessness and Vulnerability
The next time you dream about losing teeth, before trying to figure out what it means, ask yourself how the dream made you feel. Oftentimes, it is not the dream of the teeth falling out that creates the disturbance to the psyche but the feelings that accompany the dream. There is often a feeling of helplessness, of powerlessness--the teeth are coming out and there is nothing the dreamer can do to stop the process. Sometimes teeth fall out, sometimes they are simply missing, sometimes they crumble away. Whichever way they make their exit, the dreamer is left with not only a gap in her smile, but a hole in her heart when she awakens.
Fear of Change, Future Anxiety, Transition
If feelings of loss of control, helplessness or powerlessness accompany your tooth loss dream, the dream is typically acting as a mirror of a situation in waking life. Dreams of tooth loss coupled with anxiety reflect a fear of change, fear of transition. Ask yourself if there is some transition that you are fearful of making.
Fear of Failure, Embarrassment
Sometimes tooth loss dreams point to a fear of failure or embarrassment. In waking life, when people lose teeth, they often cover their mouths when talking or smiling. Is there something you want to do but are afraid of undertaking because you fear you'll look foolish if you fail? Or is there something going on in your waking life that you feel you must hide or 'cover up'?
Financial Insecurity, Malnutrition
Losing teeth in dreams can also point to insecurity about finances. In physical waking life, teeth are what we use to take in sustenance, to keep our bodies fit and nourished, and they are often lost when malnutrition is present. In order to take in nourishment we must be able to 'support' ourselves. Are you worried that you will lose the ability to take care of yourself or are you already not taking care of your needs? Nourishing ourselves comes in many forms, not just our bodily needs--we must nourish our minds, spirits, and hearts as well as our bodies. Is there any aspect of your life that feels like an empty hole?
Fear of Abandonment
Tooth loss dreams may also symbolize a fear of abandonment, of being left behind with no recourse. Look at your relationships and see if any of them are leaving you with feelings of insecurity.
Loose Lips Sink Ships
Another interesting way of translating tooth loss dreams may be a fear of giving away too much information, a spilling of secrets, or a fear of being lied to.
While most of these translations sound pretty grim, keep in mind that these are all symbols of how you are feeling. They are not prophecies of doom, or omens that all of the fears you're carrying around are on the verge of coming to pass. These dreams, like all others, are report cards from the psyche, clues to how our consciousness and unconsciousness is handling the events of our waking life. Understanding their nightly messages helps us more successfully navigate our daily activities--even the ones that scare us or fill us with feelings of dread.
I looked at her, she went on about her trouble. I looked at another her, she went on about how busy her life is. I looked at another her, she went on about her heartbroken. I looked at another her, she went on how happy is her life. I looked at another her, she went on advising me. I looked at another her, she went on and on and on and on... I was just an ear to them all. I look at myself, I start to cry and it goes on and on... I'm not asking for pity. I'm not asking for the acknowledgment of my sadness. I'm not asking for anything. Just let me cry it out and you can go on with your trouble, your life, your happiness, your heart broken, your advise again. I'll be an ear again too. For now, let my tears heal my soul.
I am staring at you. Looking straight into your eyes means nothing more. You're just a picture with no feeling. I started drifting away. Questions pop up one after another. Why is this happening? Why am I here? Why am I so selfish? Why couldn't I compromise? Why couldn't I lie? Why couldn't I be even just a simple person for you? Why couldn't I fulfill your wish? One easy task you ever asked for. Why couldn't I????? Though I know everything is not gonna be the same. My life's gonna change. My entire dream would crash. My goal would have no more. My everything is gonna be nothing. I couldn't lie myself. I just couldn't. I really wish I could. But no. The truth is this is the truth.
Now would be a good time to put personal considerations aside and just get busy taking care of whatever needs to get done. If you're currently looking for work, don't be afraid to get out there and take the initiative because it could be a great time to stir up some new opportunities for yourself.
A lot will probably be expected of you in the coming days. But you really shouldn’t be afraid of taking on even more new duties and responsibilities. You ought to be feeling somewhat reinvigorated at this time, and you’re likely to have the dedication and focus needed to be able to live up to all your obligations right now.
How did butterflies get in your stomach? Well, those really aren't butterflies in there. "Butterflies in the stomach" is a way of describing those nervous, fluttery feelings you might get before a test or an important game. An imaginative writer created the phrase to describe the feeling, and people have been using it ever since.
These tummy flutters are normal and happen to many people - even grown-ups. Some people believe having a few butterflies might even help you perform better by keeping you on your toes.
The last two packages have arrived few days ago but I couldn't find time to unpack them. That's because I've been out to here and there. And today, to excuse myself from studying, I unpacked them. And as always, I spend hours tidying my room. Finally, no study by the end of the day. Yippee!!!
Finally be able to breath the air. Welcome home babies!!!!
It always interests me to new shop that I didn't hesitate to give Da a YES answer once she invited over for breakfast though I don't usually have one (but coffee alone). I was surprised when I entered and found a the owner of the shop is my senior (not direct but well, let's call them senior here hehe...). So yeah, it was better than ever that I have to post it here (hopefully, it helps in some way haha..). Alright, let's have a little look then!
The look of the shop from where I sit, which is close to the cashier counter
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive.. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
LIBRA(The Sexiest One)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with... you might end up crying ...
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous.. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
AQUARIUS(Does It In The Water)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in the you know where ... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out.. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE..
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.. Someone you should hold on to.
PISCES(The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but In a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
CAPRICORN(The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person.. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
SAGITTARIUS(The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.
Back to my usual place of celebration, we watch the firework from our roof floor. Somehow, this year, firework seems to be smaller than it used to be. I suppose, they lighted it from the other side of the bank. Alright, Happy Water Festival Guys!!!
It's today when I kept on searching for someone I know. Somehow, every corner I look at I found strangers. Second to hours, my chest is crumpling. The sky turned grey with cloud and the rain started to fall. I then joined.
Beauty of the nature is at its best to make me lose in it. The wind is searching its way through my hair. Gently blowing it all away outta my face, the breeze touched my cheek. I took a very deep breath, held it to the longest I could and released it with a loud scream. I wish you could hear me. You didn't hear a single thing from me. You were standing there having your back at me. I wished you would turn around. But you just didn't. You started walking through the cloudy sky. The white dash is twirling around you. It's making me lost sight of you...
I backwardly walked off and surprisingly felt you on my skin. As I was about to smile and turn to look at you, you pushed me away from the coast. I fell... I kept on falling... I could see the ground. It's coming closer to me. I nearly touch the ground when then...
"Letting go" Reapeating the word, my chest beats with pain.
Broken, world left me alone. Helping myself consuming the most air I could, I choked. I closed my eyes trying to forget the moment. You were there by the open door. You gave me one last glance and walked toward the dark tunel. I followed you from afar hoping to get closer but I couldn't. I lost sight of you. There were no more light. The only thing I could feel was my heavy breathing. I tried to walk further. I didn't seem to get anywhere. I kept moving but I still couldn't find a way out. I was there when suddently... I took a deep breath. "This is just a nightmare", I murmured to myself. I took another deep breath and opened my eyes. I'm leaking... through my eyes.
Believe it or not, she beats me (real hard) hahhahaha... និយាយែលងេទ:P
Alright, here are more of her pic. She looked stunningly beautiful on her special day. Smile rarely faded away from her lips. It's just there and I couldn:'t help smiling to myself and think hehe... អត់tell eh haha...