Monday, January 31, 2011

Monday Blue

Ain't even allowed to speak the truth. Don't blame me when I go with a lie. You want it that way.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Not Funny

Not all joke is funny. One, me is not a joke. Two, I am not a joke. Three, no joke is about me.

This isn't the first time that I told you and you promised to never do it again. Things come round and so was the joke. Don't tell me I'm being unreasonable cos I guess that's just the way I am.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Midnight

Little thing counts. This little burger made my night. Thanks to Bang To once again for cheering my hungry stomach. Not to mention he had to go all the way pass his house just to deliver me this. Yum!!!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Cousins

I spent half day sleeping, had lunch with my fiance, then off we went to pick his cousins. A friend gave them this free admission to try the swimming pool (and more) at The Place. So we brought them there and waited at the Cafe shop. While the other two were swimming, I, my fiance and his cousin spent the afternoon chit chatting about just anything. I pretty much enjoyed it :)

Later, we went shopping. Yay! I got another dress from Axara. Thanks my beloved fiance (i know, this is typical word when we girls get sth from our man haha..) and then we went to dine at Korean BBQ (sovanna shopping mall).

Coincidentally, Lena (my cousin) and her friend were there. That's how I got these shots ;)

Right after, we all headed home to get ready for our Monday.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Jan Plan

7 Phea’s Wedding
8 Kalyan’s Wedding
9 Martin’s Wedding
11 Nak’s Birthday
16 Lunch @ Bang Phea’s House
17 Pheak’s Brother’s Wedding
18 Lawyers Meeting
22 Bang Samrach’s Wedding
24 VictoryCapital Grand Opening
26 Bang Roth’s Brother’s Wedding
29 Bee’s School International Day
Saturday Night Fever

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Moving Forward

Here it comes to the time when you need to decide the dilemma between the heart and the head. You were hoping I would beg you to stay but I know that letting you go would be best for your future. It's only right that you're disappointed and abruptly leaving me all alone. It hurts me as much as it hurts you but there's no reason to tell that I'm doing it all for you, for you also know that I'm going to be fine without you. It's best for both of us. My fine man, you're growing bigger and I'm hoping you'll never stop.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

SORRY

If you're going to do the same thing over and over again, don't say sorry. It doesn't mean a thing!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Companion

In need of one. Anybody free to just sit and listen to me saying nothing? I doubt that.

These few days, I suddenly feel odd and scared for no reason. I tried questioning myself and what I got was No, it isn't so. Probably, the fact that everybody else is busy doing their own things make me feel lonely. One, we no longer sit and talk till late at night anymore. Two, we no longer eat together in one table. Three, I just don't have the gut to ask for a celebration. Honestly, holding one house together is one tough job. I have to admit, I'm lucky having mum doing it all a long.

I guess I need mum to come back and complain. The house is too quiet now. I have more time talking to my own thought than to listen to all her problems. It was kinda troublesome; but now I need it badly :(

Monday, January 17, 2011

Making Mistake

I have one life theory. When I'm bored with my life, I make mistake and redeem myself from it. Either I succeed or not, I often move on and so does everybody else.

I may later came back to that point and start blaming myself for having done it. But life is a circle. Everything comes round. Either I making this mistake or not, I always have thing to blame myself for.

I was told I haven't entered the real world just yet. Agree. I have nothing to recommend the other and I would not mind they think I'm being too childish. After all, no one really knows what is happening right now.

And I don't know what am I writing about.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Banh Hoy

There was a gathering at Bang Phea's house for some occasion yet to be revealed ;) We planned to execute the plan before lunch; however, unable to do so due to our usual habit lolz...

We had Banh Hoy. I tell you, I ate till I don't know. It was so delicious and I pretty much enjoyed it. Yum!

After that we stayed in and relax; later enjoyed the breezy air along the river side. It reminds me some good old times with mum and dad. How nice and modern the Takmao City was. It still is. Sometimes, I think I want a house somewhere out of the city with a little quiet moment along the river. The air is just so good. But then it reminds me of the flood that just hit Queensland. I don't know. I'll think about it haha...

Oh and later that evening, I also had Banh Hoy again. Couldn't have enough of it :D

Btw, here's just a pic of us waiting for the rest to arrive :)

Friday, January 14, 2011

One More!

I went to Bang To's Farm about a week ago but didn't get to post any pic; well, cos I don't have any lolz... Anyway, everybody was busy fishing and I was allowed, for the first time, to enter the Chicken world. How exciting! I went through all sections just to pick the egg. There weren't many out there since it was already picked up that day but that make it even more fun. Just like Easter hunting lolz... except, it's easier hehe...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Too Late

When I want it, you always have reasons to not giving. When I let it go, you beg me to take it back.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Hectic

I was late to work, as usual. I grabbed myself a cup of cappuccino and croissant before heading to my office. I had it at my desk while reading emails and checking my to-do list. There are just so many things to do. Everything is needed to be done by today; but I couldn't. Dump! I still have two more left undone from my today to-do list and there are three more in my tomorrow to do list. I don't know what 14hours would bring me by the time I reach the office.

Anyway, I was heading nowhere when I left the office. My sis was gone to school. My brother had friends gathering. My cousin was at her sister house. And my super fiance was dinning with his boss. Waited. Waited. I decided to go home.

Bang Phoung called. No more gathering. Nak bang leave her school. She came with her two goodies friends. We dined at Le Seoul. Yum!

Here are some shots:

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Surprise!

Click! Click! Click! The sound of my mouse clicking while playing game. I am always by my PC every time I am in my messy room (sadly, today it's cleaned). Suddenly, I jumped by the sound of my bloody old iPhone. Who could be calling me at this hour (10PM). Yike! Nothing yike. I was surprised, that's all.

Click!

That's her. A pleasant surprised ;)

Saturday, January 08, 2011

Out and about

How lovely it is to be out of the office during the day. It doesn't bother me at all having to wake up early. But I woke up at 9am lolz. Getting ready, I headed for a soana with colleagues. We spent quite sometimes and finished a bit later of a lunch time.

I had my fiance picked me up and we went to lunch at... I don't remember its name. If we ever to go there again, I'll take a shot of its sign. Anyway, here we are in our own shot.

Thursday, January 06, 2011

Belated New Year ?!?!

It's funny how the firm is celebrating the new year. Honestly? That's just the way we are. We enjoy things our own way. We don't make much changes for years. And there is no revolution. Never will be, I suppose. But there are just no reason to change when it already defined the way we are which is just the way we are. I'm confusing myself here. Let's just dig in!

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Another escape

I went for early lunch (11AM) and returned late (2PM). I had 3 hours lunch. It is not usual. It shouldn't happen often. Let's hope though that this is going to be the last time. Before that, let me share the things I did during that 3 hours.

1. Submitting Visa Application, 2. Driving and 3. Lunching

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

It was now and then

When I was a sophomore, I had a fight with my close friend. I edited her picture without her permission; the picture was turned into B&W with a shot of her sad face. She gave me a call and warned me not to ever do anything to her picture ever again. She hated the picture. I was mad. All I did was making it special for her. She saw something else. I stopped talking to her closely since then. I thought she was being unreasonable, she was all to her own thinking and judgment. Everyone loved it, not her. Really, I didn't understand why though she already provided me reasons. Instead, I wished she could have said that she doesn't like the picture that I specially made for her in public rather than talking one on one with me. Because I was hoping that everyone else would agree to my thinking and believe that she was wrong. I wanted to prove that my intention was no harm. I wanted her to see the good deeds that lies in such an act. And I wanted her to know that I was hurt.

I wanted and I wanted more. I did not try to see what she wants. I did not try to see the other side of my act. I did not try to picture the affects. I did not even bother trying to seek the reason for my own question "Why did she tell me so?". I kept believing what I did was right. I kept telling myself that she needed to respect my friendship for her. I did not try to see what she sees.

Then I came to realized. I was so immature. How could I stop talking to her when she was being honest to me? How dare did I ask her to accept what I give when she doesn't want to take; worse, hating it. How stupid I was to hope that she would showed her anger in public. How thoughtless was I then to lose such a thoughtful friend. She was trying to save my face. She was trying to save our friendship. She was being honest. She only wants me to take the real her. And I could not.

Then it comes to me that I don't know what I could lose with what I'm doing now.

Monday, January 03, 2011

Still on Holiday

I had an extra one day off while most already are gone back to their usual position. Taking the chance, I spent it wisely on left over work that I should have but haven't finished weeks ago. One, I went to Nokia center to have the E71 fix. Something stupid that came up was the phone is unable to send SMS. And it's the only thing that I use most out of the phone. Yep, I have it brought to Nokia Care Center (near Intercontinental Hotel) and left to SereyMongkol afterward. The Photo Album came out with wrong name for the groom. How stupid is that? Yep yep, I went in to have them redo the work and to confirm me picking up the DVD tomorrow evening. That's my second work. And the third is to relax myself with a cup of cappuccino. Lucky enough, my niece came along to company me while waiting for my fiance. I also had Chocolate Marble Bread, my all time favorite choice out of Brown Menu. I didn't take a shot though; yet, I have few shots of each of us :)













After an hour plus, I decided to be parted. I went to PBC to get myself a Canvas Duck for painting before dropping Bee at her house. And finally I arrived home at 6.45. My brother already had dinner and so I quickly went for mine while he was reading news just to accompany me. THE END.

Sunday, January 02, 2011

12.02

I fell asleep while cooking in Cafe World (FB Game). Only then awaken by the firework I knew New Year has begun. I felt rather lonely spending such a joyous night all to myself sleeping and imagining all the fun everybody else was having without me. I questioned myself if this is what the whole year is going to be, lonely.