Thursday, December 14, 2006

Unable to but another good news came

My dream of going to Siemreap had just passed away (lolz) but then my principal called me and says, you passed and you can enjoy your time at the wedding today. Hahahaha... I'm laughing to myself, thinking if I ever let sth undone when it's a need? I'd say never though the done job is not a well one. I'm feeling releife since I don't have to attend that strict course again yet sort of regret by not being able to go to Siemreap. But i'm happy since my twin-sis will be able to as i'm going to take all her responsibility. I'll be a good daughter, good sis, good aunty, and what else? i don't know lolz...

One bad and good NEWS

Today, i got a call from my twin-name friends telling that I need to attend a Freedom of Speech Course again since I didn't turn in all the paper needed. The course require 4papers and absent no more than 2times. The course will start today, December 14. Yet I need to attend a friend's sister wedding. It doesn't sound important, I know. But I already promised him to go. Plus, I will be with my-someone. It means I have only one more time to miss. Not that I want to but I'm afraid there might be another absent from me since this month is a busy month for me. I'm feeling bad once I heard it.

Later, I got another call from her. This is surprise! She said I'm in the shortlist for JP scholarship (Geez... I was told to be failed already) Then I asked, "Why would I be?". She replied "One of the candidate gave up (that one is my friend who already is a reserve for fullbright scholarship) and I am a reserve". Ah... I'm happy though I know I won't be able to compete with the other 4 (2 of which are my friends, whom I know clearly their ability).Along with the happiness of being in the list, I am worried because this is another work I needed to do. (All the needed things are those to satisfy myself that I will be happy once I got it. But not when I'm in process of trying to get it lolz...)

Ok, this is it.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

NICE TE???



Gemini

December 13, 2006

If you're considering making any kind of purchase right now, just don't let yourself get too carried away. Your creative energies could be amazingly high and your desire for romance should be on the rise as well. You might want to think about taking some kind of art class since you could be on the verge of heading down some new creative path.

I'll show you my-some-kind-of-art hahahaha... wait till i'm home first kekeke...

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Ministry of Foreign Affairs and International Cooperation


While viewing picture, I came accross this picture and wanted to post it here. It was like about a month ago on a weekend. Well, the reason of taking this picture is that this Ministry appears to be the only nice place I love and wish to work for. Though I know it's not easy to achieve but I have this goal. One day, I'll be there :)

I'm going to get you

I've been using my Mini-desktop (My big-and-heavy-Laptop) for around 3years already until now. I love it though it's not easy to carry around and its look is not as modern as I want it to. But since it sucks now, I'm gonna buy a new one lolz...

At first, I wanted to buy a laptop, but when I went into that shop, I love the desktop more. Plus, it's more expensive than the laptop, so yeah, I came home and asked dad for that cool-desktop-I-called. And I'm saving for that laptop later hahahaha...

Anyway, I haven't yet bought it. Will show you once I did ;)

The more i think of it the more i want it hehehehe....

Happy to play Bowling

Me: Happy Happy!!! Cos winning ro hot hahahah...
Nak: Too happy cos his smile is soooooooo big hahahaha....
Den: Er.... He's tired already, i guess hehehehe...

Ketya, Chhorng, Bro, Me

Win Win

Bowling

Monday, December 11, 2006

A little stupid look from ME~*


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Sth for NEW YEAR

It's a party for this up-coming new year. Just like I always do, designing the logo. But I'm not sure if this one is good enough to be used. There will be another logo made by my sis' friend. She(actually he) is good with it. All her works are great and yeah, I don't think my design is needed. But well, at least it can be posted in my blog. So yeah, just have a look! ;)

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

It was my time

BUT, now is not my time. I actually thought I would feel stress and lonely no more when December came. However, it's unlike what I've thought cos it's not windy, no cold breeze in early morning, no walking under the sun with the wind blowing through the hair, no bla bla bla that I wished for. Well, since it goes this way. I shall take a step to where I belong, my path. What's my path? My path is the opposite of what I've mentioned.

Ok, I lost concentration again. Just now I thought I could finish a good writing but now, it will end up with an unfinished-no-good one lolz...

Back to my usual world!

I need help!

I really am going nuts! Nothing comes to my mind at all when I really need to write. I am seeking for my talent back but all I got was a stupid writing as what I am doing now. I really need to get a good writing or that crazy thought would going round and round again in my head. It is now :( HELP!!!!

Seriously, I need to learn how to write again.

Monday, November 20, 2006

Horoscope

November 19, 2006
Still waters run deep, but sometimes still waters turn stagnant. It's time to stir them up. Do you understand how your emotions translate into action? Are you aware of how your actions affect people?

November 20, 2006

Your message needs to get to the right people, but you're not exactly sure how to take it there. Why not sit for a while and listen to your deepest instincts? They'll have an answer for the path you should take.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Back From Lucky 7

It was nice meeting yan but the other guys suck! (excluding Seth) They don't have a sense of humor. Well, not to me, I suppose. I'm mad maybe not because of them but myself not knowing enough to shut their mouth.

Sneak Peek (from office)

Guess what? I just recieved a phone call from the dean. She asked if I am free to take charge of another class. Hahahaha... I'm wondering what she thinks of me now. So good huh? Wanna give me more class to teach hehehe... I'd love to but NO, THANKS. This is alot already lolz... Can't cut myself into any more pieces lolz...

Head Back To Work!

Ok, I'm tired

Since I'm back from SG I feel so down. For whatever a real reason, there are few I wanna mention.
My work at Law Firm really suck me up. I couldn't even rest for my break time. Not that I can't but it's just everything is in a need and rush. So I just gotta do it for god sake, or maybe mine. The work is not really difficult but I need concentration. People just don't give me that. They keep talking, laughing, shouting, and bla bla bla. I don't blame them but just wonder why I could not just forget the noise and do the work. I lost my talent now :( Not to show off, I used to work easily whenever I want to no matter how much noise and many people around me. But no more now. Well, NVM. I still can finish those work in time. Yet after that, my head is aching.
Leaving Firm doesn't mean I can rest, I still need to do another job, that is teaching. I sometimes think, I decided wrongly; however, some other time, it tells me that I am lucky to be able to do this I-don't-like-thing. Though I haven't yet started do big thing for this teaching but the feeling does tired me. It keeps running through my head, I'm going to stand there with many pairs of eyes watching me, thinking what the hell is she doing here? OMG, I can't think of what's going to happen when I start to panic and sweat. Ok, Take a deep breath, exhale it when your count reach number 10. Do it three times and everthing will be just fine. Smiles to the world and so will they :)
Among the three things I'm doing, I like being a student the most. Why? I can always tell the reason. It's because I can have sometimes to relax. However, relaxing would not always be for studying cos there always are barriers to overcome in order to improve our ability. So here it goes, presentation and assigment are awaiting for me. Thanks god for they are not individual work. Not to mention, there are two small individual writing. Forget it! I'm so stressed out with the word, working. Not working as working but working as doing the work in the name of student. I do wanna do a great job and make everyone sees and knows that I can do sth. It's not a waste to have me as a group member but oh dear! When can I have time to do it? I can't spare a moment to discuss; on the contrary, I'm trying to. Tmr at 6.30pm the discussion will be held.
These are things I currently working on. I'm tired and losen up my family connection. I always have a kiss and hug from MUM each time I come and leave home. Totally 6times a day. But now, even one might not be able to have already. She's getting old and her health is not good. My work time is loaded that I usually come home late. She sometimes gone to bed, she sometimes stay in order to meet me. So I rarely meet her. For dad, sometimes for few days in a row, never met even once. I lost the warmness when there's no him to touch my head, give me advise, and tell me I always am a good daughter.
Sorry, I could no longer tell you more. I'm being too emotional. This is not the old-me. I wish I could turn back the time. Anyway, this is not a good closing but it, at least, tells you it's the end of what I'm writing.

Friday, November 10, 2006

Happy Moment

Everywhere I look, there he is. Every step I take, there he is. Every move I made, there he is. There he is, there he is, there he is... He's everywhere around me. What else would I wish for?

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Hi From Sg

Two days gone unlike what had planned... Feeling not so nice yet hoping for a better one tmr... Hello From Strand Hotel :D

Saturday, November 04, 2006

SCHEDULE

DAY 1: SUNDAY 05-11-2006
Arrival: 9PM
Movie: 11PM

DAY 2: MONDAY 06-11-2006
Morning: Check Up
Noon: Shopping/ Get the Result
Night: Clubbing

DAY 3: TUESDAY 07-11-2006
Morning: Sentoza
Noon: — “—
Night: Night Club

DAY 4: WEDNESDAY 08-11-2006
Morning: Shopping
Noon: Theme Park
Night: Karaoke

DAY 5: THURSDAY
Morning: Movie/ Visit Nak’s School
Noon: Shopping/ Walking to Merlion
Night: Night Safari

DAY 6: FRIDAY
Morning: Nak’s house
Noon: Prepare to come back home

Friday, November 03, 2006

sambosamphors

Why would I title this post by my name? I don't know, it just appears when i double click the title space hehe... so yeah, let it be then.

Guess what I wanna tell? The plan changed. I plan to go to SG on 4 and back on 7 but there's no ticket availble. Heck!!! I called my fr and let her book it for me since 2weeks before but hell! There's no promotion until the end of Oct. So the price is around 500$. Far beyond my ability lolz... and so is my bro's fr. But look at the price for budget airline, 200$ sth. I would take that but Jeezzz!!! My sister refused to take that airline. No comfort and smelly, she said. Then yeah, OK. Wait for the promotion which the price will be out at the end of Oct. Damn it!!! There's no promotion for this season. So 500$, take it or leave it!!! I wouldn't have that much. I called my sister if she got a way, she said her husband can help but says the price, 800$ (Biz. Class). Why on earth would I be able to afford that? So there's no way would I be able to go on 4 :(( HELP!!!

Anyway, I'll go to meet my friend and discuss about the ticket after work. I might be able to go on 5th and back on 10th for a fair price: 227$. This causes problem to my bro's fr though cos she supposed to be back to work on 8 lolz... Pray for ME!!!

Saturday, October 28, 2006

I am a lecturer :(

I never have a dream of becoming a teacher. But I was forced to study B.Ed which provided me to teach in order to get a degree. I did and I thought, that would be it. Who knows? Now I'm becoming a lecturer at RULE, an English leureacher only though.

My sis said: You look cool.
My teacher said: You look like gangster lecturer.
My Friend asked : Is that how you dress to teach?
Another say: Doesn't look like a teacher.
And what do you say?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I'm worried

I have no idea of what is going on with him. He acts as one that I have never known before. I feel he is avoiding me. He occupied himself with work and all the other stuff so that it could be the reason of not talking to me. Everytime I try to speak to him, he said the connection is down, he cannot get the message, he doesn't understand what I mean, he thought I am busy, and sth like that. Was it because I chose to be a good daughter? That doesn't mean I choose not to be a good girlfriend, though maybe I am that not a good one already. I do not know what actually is the reason but the thing is he is quiet, that always is a sign: He is down and upset. Well, he told me he is down. But there always is a talk cos that always is his way to find a solution. However, this time he says nothing. This is not HIM. And I am so worried of what is it in his mind? Nothing would not make him being quiet. I seriously have no idea when I found no clue at all of what is going on there.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Writing Problem

I got problem with my writing now. You know why? Cos I write too much. I keep on writing here and there, (not to mention there are many blogs of mine hehehe...) all are about everyday life, feeling, and stuff like that. But I rarely write a formal one. I mean those called Academic Writing. I've learnt alot about it in school, and I used to write them alot as well for assignment but HEY!!! Look at my writing now. It seems like I'm talking not writing, don't you think so? I've gone through many writing from various writer. All I could learn easily are those from novel, blog, or journal and bla bla bla... But once it came to something like er... what's the word? I don't have a clue, but that something is called FORMAL writing. I just found it hard to write the same. I can't even copy the style :(

Oh... Anyway, have I told you yet about my Practicum Journal? It was funny when I read my Supervisor comment. He said,"I enjoy reading your Journal but it seems you are writing novel not Academic Writing". Hahahahahahahaha.... FUNNY!!!! I couldn't believe he found out about that. But well, I confess, that wasn't my completed work. I wrote those for ideas only. I thought I would re-write when I have time. But as the Practicum end, I left it nowhere until the due date to submit came, and I just copy and Print it out for him hehe... (I'm telling you my bad point again :( )

Er... I lost what I intended to write already.... Just look at my writing, MESSY would be the best to describe it :P

So long....

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Horoscope

Gemini
October 19, 2006

You'll probably start the day feeling a little moody or withdrawn. There could be some issues to deal with at home and you could end up over-reacting and getting into some conflicts early in the day. But it should be an entirely different story this evening when you're bound to feel like enjoying a little fun and romance.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Thanks Mum and Dad, I Love You Two

I felt the joy in my dad's heart when seeing me changed to be a punctual person; However, I disappointed him this morning. I woke up late (very late). He saw me getting into the car, thinking I'm ready for work and being in a rush that I forgot to drink my Orange Juice. He tried to call me and brought the glass to me so I can drink and go. But I was in my night dress, driving the car out so he can drive his to work as mum told me that he's got an important meeting. I felt so wrong when I saw him put on his upset look. Hum... USELESS ME, can't even make dad happy.

Look at my mum, a few days ago when I went down a little early, I went into the dinning room, she was having her breakfast. I asked where's my Orange Juice, it usually is there every morning but not today. She replied "the maid might have forgotten. I will make one for you if you just wait a minute". Just as she was saying, she went in the kitchen, get the Orange, the stuff and get started making one for me. Awww.... she really shouldn't have. Thanks to her, anyway.

This morning as well, when she went into my room asking if I were ready for work since it was 8o'clock already. I said "Not yet mum, not even getting my shirt iron". She said "Quick, shower and I'll do it" Awww...(again) She really shouldn't have. Thanks to her though.

I felt loved and guilty since all these are things I shall done for her, not her doing so for me. But anyway, I'm trying to be a good kid now. Won't let her do such a stuff for me again (only if I could lolz...) Well, at least I got a will. Not too bad, right?

Friday, October 13, 2006

She gives me smiles

Today... the very last day for work, I felt joy. However, I wasn't really in the mood to smile. But there's the girl with a big pair of eyes, a small pointed nose, and a beautiful lips put on little round face with the fall of her curly black hair... She looks gorgeous. And you know what? She waves at me!!! She even send me a Kiss through the air.... OMG!!!! I'm falling for her... She's really CUTE that I couldn't resist not to smile and wave her back. Aww... I love her!

Ok, Guess who is she? Tell me what's your guess hehehe...

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I'm feeling restless

Feel so tired and wanna spend all day doing nothing but sleeping. But for life(what ppl usually says), I need to struggle and move on. I sort of being in the right path but I don't like being on it at all. I shall be on the track and keep going but I feel so depress. Maybe this is just what i was destine to be, unhappy with the right thing.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Correction

This is a real Unbelivable ME man...

Not everyone might have noticed that there's an error of the word in those pics of mine. SHAME ON ME... even just a simple word kor write ot trov de :(( Btw, BIG Thanks to my dear friend, PHA, for correcting me hehehe... Anyway, lazy to correct in those pics nas... But promise that the next pic will have no mistake in that again... ;)

Pha ah, come here often so you can help me correcting my mistake na ;)

Lea Heuy hehehe... :P

Monday, October 02, 2006

Sl3ëPY

Very sleepy. I need a rest. But I'm stuck now. What to do? Just try to find sth to do. Writing or sth. Reading makes me feel sleepy even more cos those reading are not interesting at all. It's a subject to study... LAZY!

I'm trying not to be online. I'm serching for legal document. Do the job but I'm still sleepy. Please help me : I need HELP HELP!!!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

I'm back

5days in VN

back since yesterday but tired and lazy so no post here but now. still lazy, thus, no pic posted.

lazy lazy...

i'm sick, don't think i can go to work tomorrow.

HELP me!!!!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I'm going

I'm going tomorrow. And will be back on 24th and so, waiting for my pic that i'll share once i'm back. I'll take as much as i can. But not more than 500, i suppose. Cos that 1GB is not enough for 5days. Lazy to bring PC along hahahaha... Now, not yet packed. Really feel lazy. Wish i could relax during this holidays, but schedule was set and so, i gotta run.

Monday, September 18, 2006

MY weekend

It was a great weekend cos I've been to 2pagodas and had so much fun with friends and family. This is what I'd looked forward to. I'm not a fan of religous thing but not going to pagoda on Pchum Ben makes me feel like committing sin or maybe incomplete cos it's a tradition for Khmer people and maybe, I've been doing all these since I was born.

I also helped my mum donating some stuff for kids under the age of 15. There were around 220 kids in that village. But not many of them can be seen in picture (Share later). We also do the Q&A for extra gift. They were so challenging and energetic to compete each other for gift. It was great, in conclusion.
Now back to work.
See you later.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Important to have friends

4:00 PM

Awwww... it's almost 5... Come on time! Move faster!

>:) Muah hahaha !!!!!

New Blog?

you know what?
I'm thinking of creating a new blog.
BUT
I'm not so sure if it's a good idea.
To tell the truth, I still feeling bad after all those stupid comments i got.
And I kinda can't write what i actually want in here.
Those are just in my mind.
BUT, it's just you know, i still like writing about my life.
I love everything about this blog of mine.
I love the name.
I love my writing, thoght they are not a good one or two.

write more, not gotta go for lunch :P

No work today

It's cold in here. No work to do. I'm bored. I'm tired and of course, lazy. I wish I could go back home and sleep.


Now got work to do ..
SEE YA

Monday, September 11, 2006

My Brother's Poem

So proud of HIM :D

Don't QUIT


When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debt's are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must...but do not quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up, though the pace seems slow.. You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than It seems To a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup. And he learned too late, when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out.. The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.. And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit.. It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

That's ME

Gemini Facts:

You are an air sign and the third sign of the zodiac.
Your ruling planet is Mercury.
Your color is yellow.
You're lively, energetic and versatile.
Your friends would say that you are a good communicator, but you need to express your emotions more, but they love your intellect.
You enjoy communicating and are very adaptable to new situations.

Famous Geminis:
Bob Dylan, Brooke Shields, Bob Hope, John F. Kennedy, Angelina Jolie, Priscilla Presley, Mike Meyers, Melissa Etheridge, Alanis Morrisette and Clint Eastwood.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Movie day

Being home all day was not at all fun but at least, i can feel like being home. Guess what i did? Slept half of the day, woke up for luch, talked with mum, watched movie with sis, and bla bla bla... it was all at home, that's what I wanna tell lolz...

By the way, I finished season 1 of the OC by 8pm, i think. It was not a satisfy ending. I'm gonna get the second season soon lolz... Anyway, my eyes are kinda hurt cos you know, it was 7espisode and each last about 43mns. You can help me do the caculation for how long did i spend on staring at the screen... OH.. and plus, 90mns for another movie i watched with my sis ;)

Oh... forgot to tell, my sis prepared me dinner. She brought it up for me too. It was cool. Bread, butter, bacon, apple juice, rosemarry, banana, and chocolate (i love the most, esp. the one she brought me that day). It was really really delicious... I love it when she made it for me hehe... thinking back, I kinda never done anything like this for her hahaha... actually, you know, i just don't want her to be a liar and being in a hard situation cos she would tell me that the food is nice though she would find it very hard to swallow my food in hehehe... thoughful of me, rite?

Anyway, this is it.

Friday, August 18, 2006

While I was gone

Here in a new place, with new poeple, doing new things, I felt different. It was pretty hard and I didn't feel good at all when I first face it. But you know, having someone being with you when you are down, you just can't give it up. With his courage, care, and of course, love, I finally standing here with pride. I could have smiles on my face, I could be happy, I could be doing anything I've never thought I'd be doing...

Anyway, I am BACK ^_^

Saturday, July 15, 2006

I'm back with few words

It's been only about two weeks since I left here but I felt it was like ages. I still don't have peace in mind cos people keep giving me comment and telling me what I should do. I'm sorry, i'm not capable enough to earn a living for myself yet so I'm not that kind to share all I got to the poor people. However, my family, more specific, my parents did. They didn't even just do what you, few of you, had done. It's much more than that. And I believe people who knows it knows it. But those don't know will never know it ever. Excuse me, I'm showing off.

By the way, everything has its own scope and limit and mine, my blog, is about FUN. Just as you may see on the right side. Also, all the post in here are about ME cos the title of this blog is LPP. That's a nick i gave myself. So my writing always is about my daily life seeking for FUN. So please stop telling me i should do sth in here to promote my country. I have my own way and you got urs. Thus, just let me do it in my way.

Thanks.

Friday, June 30, 2006

Leave me alone

I need a rest.

I wonder...

I wonder why god give birth to such an idiot person like you, kouprey, Phalla, working for a project to preserve wildlife in Ratanakiri province.

I don't need your constructive comment and don't call me pretty girl. I know who I am. You don't have to tell me.

Hate to say bad word to older people but never regret to use it on a person like you.

You should be proud to have me posted this especially for you. BUT one thing to tell, you are no longer welcome here. Easy to spell, G-O A-W-A-Y!!!

Note: He named hiself as Kouprey, NOT me.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I'm tired with blog

Tell u wat? I don like to be told to do things i know i should do and i hate to hear ppl complaining that i'm such a bitch spending and enjoying life while the rest, or majority, are suffer. I also feel disgust when ppl asking if i ever thought of others. u know, not saying doesn't mean i don do. but i'm not telling u that i'm doing sth. don confuse, please. i feel bad and my word are bad, so my writing is like this. but who cares? it's my blog. who doesn't like it just leave it. u know, i feel tired of blogging in here since ppl tend to think i'm such a waste. it's just me. and please mind ur biz. i don feel like being kind now.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

All about SHOPPING

Hum... Guess what? I've been shopping almost everyday within a week. It was a real shopping, not shopping for window hahaha... Ok, I adore shopping and I enjoy it a lot. Well, somehow, other people won't do as much as I do cos they might don't like it or probably they think it's a waste to do so. Hum... Whatever! It's none of my business nor would it be theirs hahahaha... I don't actually needed to shop since I've just got presents from friends, family, and special one hehehe... [Really, I love what he sent me. I'll surely wear it and wear it and wear it hehehe... It's nice and it will be looking good on me hehehe... despite it's a little big :P] Still I wanna shop and shop and shop shop shop... TOooo Bad, I know. But who knows? I'm bad with that hahaha...

Er... the topic is shopping but i tend to have nothing else to say now. Hum... I wonder if i should describe everytime I shop during the week. Nah... I don't think I should nor would I do hehehe... Just as usual, lazy, frequent reason. SO end it up here and I'll post sth new next ;)

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Happy Birthday To US

It's time to get birthday wish as well as present hehehe.... I love this moment of all within a year =))

Monday, May 22, 2006

The song of the day

Well, tonight, don't feel sleepy so just go through every profile on the net. Finally, came up to one blog which had a title 'The song of the day'. Feel interested and decided to check it out. Guess what's it? Hehehe... quite funny, cos it's VN song. But it sounds nice to me, though I don't know the language hahhaa... try it if you wanna know why i say it's nice hehehe... ;)

He said: It's the best!


Ma buddy???

Comment PLEASE!!!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

1st Anniversary

Bang Phy & His lovely wife

Lovely, ain't they? Hehehe... Kinda so envy dol heuy when seeing them being nice to each other infront of us lolz... Oh... you know what? It was just last year sors that I attend their wedd. now I again being a witness of their love for one year passed hehehe...
Tell you one funny and ashame thing tov chos. Last year today, I joined their wedd. I enjoyed and then it's time to go home. I left. When I was home, I realize that I forgot to er... jorng dei (don't know what's it in Eng.) And so I phone my BF to do it for me. So funny, right? Eat and go home hahahaa... And today, this year, I join their anniversary. I don't have anything for them at all. I just go and eat hahhaa... so bad, rite? Actually, I planned to buy them flowers but I just kinda lazy to go and buy hehehe.. and what's even more than that, I didn't even write a wishing card hahaha... WORST ta morng lolz....

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Joeng-Min Departure

[forgot her name] my sis, me, Joeng-Min, twin sis, korean fr, cousin

Time flies. It seems like yesterday that Joeng-Min came to stay at my home as one of the member in the family. She's the first for us to be her host family. She's cute and lovely. We all love her alot. Though it was a short time only that she stay at our house yet we still hang out and had fun with each other at any time we can when she already moved. 2years passed and it's time for her to go. I couldn't really believe that today will comes this soon. Time can no longer wait and that's the last time I can see her.

"see you in korea" she said with hope.

Friday, May 12, 2006

How to reduce stress? II

This is my first editting, I hope it looks better than the previous one hehehe...

Well, there are three ways to reduce stress.

One is talking and listening. You can be the talker or listener. Listen to someone talking can make you feel better if that someone is a joker. Or if that someone is having a worse situation than yours Cos after listening you'll feel you are not the worst. But it's more efficiency to be a talker rather than a listener Cos at this time you need to speak, just like to throw out what is so hard in your feeling. And you don't want to feel even harder to think of other ppl's problem. Thus, what you needed to do is to call your friend and tell how you feel or maybe the reason why you are strees. But make sure, your friend is not a news reporter lolz...

Two is spending. Go out and spend! You can go shopping. Buy anything you like. It can be for yourself or for anyone you want to buy for. Yet, I'd suggest to buy for yourself cos later you won't regret to have lost your money on someone else who is not yourself hehehe... . It's just quite common for human lolz... To buy stuff for yourself is just like to satisfy yourself with what you want. Feeling satisfied makes you happy. And that's when your stress is on its way back kekeke.... again, make sure your pocket is full lolz....

And three, last but not least, is speed up. Speed up? Anything is possible, as long as you have one. Car, moto, or bicycle. Drive as fast as you could so that you can reach your destination faster than usual. This means you finally be where you want to be, that is to lose the stress. And so, this is where you are, happy and no more stress hehehe... But one thing needed to clarify, make sure you are a good driver! hehehe.... so that you won't cause trouble to anybody else.

All in all, these are three things that you can do when you feel stress just like talking or listening, spending, and speeding up. Yet don't forget about the three notice, no reporter listener, no emptied pocket, no first driving hahahaha....

Thursday, May 11, 2006

How to reduce stress?

Yesterday, I feel so stress and bored. There's a reason but I'm not gonna tell what it is lolz... Well, I didn't really know how to make myself feel better so I just went out to have a drink with friend (i'm invited, actually hehehe...). I felt a little better after that. Thanks to my friend lolz... however, i felt bad again when it was time to go to school. and later worse, cos of that two boring and sleepy session lolz... so yeah, after class i called my friend to eat out and go shopping. I ate and talked, ate and talked till full, then went shopping. i looked here and there. buy this and that... oh... i just bought a new shirt. it was a nice one for me, not to others, i know. cos it looks very simple. guess wat ppl said when i buy it? there was someone saying, oh.. just a shirt like that cost 18$ de? so funny, rite? i love it and was very attracted when i first saw it and was not allowed to buy... and finally, my wish comes true, and hear such a word. yab ta mong lolz.... i still love it though. will take and post pic in here once i wear it hehehe.... anyway, after spending, i feel much better. and more when i drive home, i speed up as fast as i could which was 80km/h... hehe... a little fast in town lolz.. and yeah, i feel good. totally happy now lolz.... i just realize that i can reduce my stress with spending and racing car hahaha...

sorry, this is not a good writing cos i just write wat i remember only hahaha.... lazy to organize nass.... hehehhehehe

and so... that's it :D

Finally be posted


This is my countless times that I've try to post this pic.. and I kinda have no more feeling to write a description about this.. but yeah, it was taken since my hair, my shirt and my bag was new.... not they seem to be alittle loosing color hahahah... but really, i love the shirt and the bag alot.. not only because it look nice or the brandname of its but more because they are gift from my beloved brother n sis in-law hehehe...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

no new pic

wanna post new pic and been trying for a full day till now but can not since my pc is full of virus... so annoy now >:(

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Dear Friends and readers,

My last two journals do trouble everybody including friends and readers.

I am terribly sorry to have made you all worried about me. And, thank you all so much for your time writing me comments, for your effort of helping me in such a situation, and for your care u got for me. I do appreciate of how you show your love towards me. I feel so special to have you all as friends. Words could never be able to show how I truly feel about your love and care.

Well, it was a long story. I don't know how to tell. I just know it was all my mistake. Ok, I'd better make is short and clear:I and HIM didn't break up, and that will never ever gonna happen as well.

By the way,
I'm sorry and thank you all again and again ...

LOVE,
samphors~*

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

How i feel

I find no word to say how I feel since all i can tell is my eyes filled with tears...

2006-04-19-Wednesday
1.37am

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

It's time to let go

It was a real nice time for the past two years we've been together and it was a great memory that I would never forget. I've felt every kind of feeling within those time. Though we hadn't actually spent much time together physically I feel we are so close for more than a word "boyfriend and girlfriend" could ever means. I define it simple and it means simple. Yet there's nothing means more than just this simple meaning.

I could not make it better. I'm not capable enough to cope with all the difficulties and I can no longer hold on. It was a matter of fact that it's time to let go...

2006-04-17-Monday
11:56am

Monday, April 10, 2006

continue...

[...] so we just had dinner under the light of the candle... after that we, me and my family, including my korean fr, decided to play rock, scisor, and paper. the loser will have to sing. hehehhe... it was fun. everyone lost, except my twin sis. She just really good at this game hehehe... however, she still sang since we asked her to hehehe.. so that's all... it's time to go up to our room. Hum... usually, i online and do stuff with computer but now, no more electricity then wat to do? My sis came to sleep with me in my room that night. Well, it was great to have a companion hehehe... but what bad was the weather... It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HOTtttttttttttttttttttt and there seem to be lots of mosquito... I wonder where it came from... I never see one before. It was a bad sleep ever lolz... ok, all in all.. no electricity no life :(

Sunday, April 09, 2006

24h without electricity

Um... What did I do on that day? I can't really remember but I think it was around 1o'clock in the afternoon when I was watching TV with family, it suddenly off with no reason. That later at that moment we knew that the electricity were cut off. Ah.. it's fine. This is not the first time but well, it was actuallly the first time to have the electricity cut off for more than 2hours. I've waited, waited, and waited... still the light never come up again. It was real hot and I could do nothing, not even just to sleep :( I walked here and there, do this and that... Time was crawling... I wanted it run or fly, if possible heheheh.. It just no use though... ok, it was time to dress up for class... and I was gone and back home again... Light still out.. WHY!!!!! Who knows? It was more than 8hours by that time.

to be continue...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I wish I could turn back the time

I just love the past time I've had but no chance to have it now. I don't even know when can I have it either. I just keep waiting, waiting and waiting for the day to come...