Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I have no idea of what is going on with him. He acts as one that I have never known before. I feel he is avoiding me. He occupied himself with work and all the other stuff so that it could be the reason of not talking to me. Everytime I try to speak to him, he said the connection is down, he cannot get the message, he doesn't understand what I mean, he thought I am busy, and sth like that. Was it because I chose to be a good daughter? That doesn't mean I choose not to be a good girlfriend, though maybe I am that not a good one already. I do not know what actually is the reason but the thing is he is quiet, that always is a sign: He is down and upset. Well, he told me he is down. But there always is a talk cos that always is his way to find a solution. However, this time he says nothing. This is not HIM. And I am so worried of what is it in his mind? Nothing would not make him being quiet. I seriously have no idea when I found no clue at all of what is going on there.