I agree, i'm being selfish. Not only him saying so, but none can understand how I feel. While I'm trying to satisfy one person, another just keep complaining: I don't think about them, and vice versa. Seriously, I don't know how to satisfy both people at the same when the two of them having different idea of perspective. It's pretty hard that I can always sadden myself when I try to think. And once I'm tired enough and stop it. They would just say, I simply being selfish. So yes, I agree, it's just because I'm not good enough to be a good one for everyone who had different idea at the same time. I'm sorry.