Question # 1

If I were to get married with just anybody, maybe that would make my life a lot easier. Anybody could have lifted up my mood to the extend of my heart content at any given time of my swinging mood. But you are the chosen one who could not be here right now at this very moment of my need. I rather not going through what brought me down because I chose to feel bad and do not need justification of my own definition. I was asked to go to my sister. Am I getting married with my sister? - i doubted to myself. Obviously no, I'm not getting married to my sister. I'm getting married with you, the one that I need yet could not be here just because you have an annual staff party to attend.

The question is: Is this what marriage life going to be?