Ever once felt this way before? I asked myself. I guess I might have. But then I wonder if that time of feeling I had was the same as this one I am now feeling. I couldn't quite say either yes or no. It's just that for now, everything seems to go round and it is like everything is connected to one another. When once I decided to move, the move will be stopped by this one thing. Then I try to find a way out of that one thing. Another thing will block the way. And I have to find a another way to unblock that another thing. Found one and that one is this first thing I am stopped by. It just goes round. I am running in a circle. There is no door for me to open and there is no way I could get out of this ball. I am stuck.