Thursday, June 12, 2008

Because I love you

What is love to you? Love is my only reason for everything.


I changed myself because I love you.
I lied the woman who loves me best because I love you.
I disappointed the man who gave me life because I love you.
I upset my only best friend from birth because I love you.
I did the thing against my will because I love you.
I revealed the secret to you because I love you.
I isolated myself from the world because I love you.
I hide the true-me from others because I love you.
I broke the promise that I made because I love you.
I gave up my whole life wishes because I love you.
I threw away my dreams because I love you.
I set another goal because I love you.
I hurt myself because I love you.
I bare the shame because I love you.
I lost my confidence because I love you.
I cried because I love you.
I do what I am doing because I love you.
I am sad because I love you.
I killed my desire because I love you.
I wear this smiling mask whenever I go out because I love you.
I created a lying story because I love you.
I lie myself because I love you.
I hate me because I love you.
I am writing this because I love you.
I struggle because I love you.
I place you on top because I love you.
I acted like a jerk because I love you.
I stopped trying because I love you.
I hate you because I love you.
I hurt you because I love you.
I ignore you because I love you.
I blame you because I love you.
I gave you up because I love you.
I am not going to talk to you again because I love you.


Everything I do is becaue I love you. You may see me smile. You may see me laugh. You may see me enjoy. You may see me act as if I do not care. You may see me happy. You may see me forgetting you. You may see me value nothing to the past. You may see me wrong. You may see me as if I have no heart. You my see me strong. You may see me never have loved you. You may see me in any way you may see. But I will never forget you. You would always be there in me. You were once and always be a part of me. I would never be whole again without you.